Jumat, 23 Desember 2011
Kamis, 15 Desember 2011
Things to Learn
this is a true story about someone who ever told me last month
this is about GALAU (what is galau in english? who care bitch!)
yeah that's the favorite word now,
most everyone have ever feel it , it's a feeling that I can't explain cuz I(DEMON) can't feel it
it isn't a love story , so this is the story
One day there's a teenage who live in the town around the beach
he has a bad day,very bad
he left by his girlfriend,lecture by his parents,shunned by all of his friend,even the teacher always label on him
he was very sad
he talk to himself
"why is this happening to me"
"why I can't be everyone else?"
even crossed in his mind to commit suicide
when the night come he go through the beach to drowning himself
it was very dark night
when he arrived in the beach,he run to the sea
but in the half way to the sea his leg tripped up by the bag
with angry feelings he was looking what's inside it
he just found a rocks
"Fuck! who's dumbass who collect these fuckin rocks in this bag!Asshole!"
he's very angry about the day and he take the rocks and start to throwing it
he throw a rock and then walk along the beach
one,two,three,four,...........twenty nine,
he stopped
under the streetlight he look at the stone
he shocked (dan keeshyokan harinya)
back to story
he was very sorry
a beg of stone what he found is a diamond 24 karat
then he's under-control and start to seek the diamonds which he had thrown before
in the midst of his search who brought him disappear in the waves
Things to learn:
-try to control your emotion
-don't lose your mind
-don't do something useless
-believe that every problem there is always a way out although it was difficult to search depending on which side we view the problem
this is about GALAU (what is galau in english? who care bitch!)
yeah that's the favorite word now,
most everyone have ever feel it , it's a feeling that I can't explain cuz I(DEMON) can't feel it
it isn't a love story , so this is the story
One day there's a teenage who live in the town around the beach
he has a bad day,very bad
he left by his girlfriend,lecture by his parents,shunned by all of his friend,even the teacher always label on him
he was very sad
he talk to himself
"why is this happening to me"
"why I can't be everyone else?"
even crossed in his mind to commit suicide
when the night come he go through the beach to drowning himself
it was very dark night
when he arrived in the beach,he run to the sea
but in the half way to the sea his leg tripped up by the bag
with angry feelings he was looking what's inside it
he just found a rocks
"Fuck! who's dumbass who collect these fuckin rocks in this bag!Asshole!"
he's very angry about the day and he take the rocks and start to throwing it
he throw a rock and then walk along the beach
one,two,three,four,...........twenty nine,
he stopped
under the streetlight he look at the stone
he shocked (dan keeshyokan harinya)
back to story
he was very sorry
a beg of stone what he found is a diamond 24 karat
then he's under-control and start to seek the diamonds which he had thrown before
in the midst of his search who brought him disappear in the waves
Things to learn:
-try to control your emotion
-don't lose your mind
-don't do something useless
-believe that every problem there is always a way out although it was difficult to search depending on which side we view the problem
Minggu, 11 Desember 2011
Winning isn't everything
One day, there is a man who is following a band competition. The atmosphere was festive afternoon, because this is the final round. Only the remaining 3 band now and they show off every tools owned,gibson guitar,any pearl drum,korg tone,Ephiphone gothic,and the other. Everything is custom, because that's the way the rules.
There was a boy named Saint Jimmy ,guitar vocal from The Heartbreak Syndrome . The guitar is not special, but he was included in the 3 band who entered the final. Compared to all of his opponent, Jimmy's guitar was the most imperfect. Some people doubted the guitar because it isn't costumed well
Well, indeed, the guitar was not so interesting. It's Yamaha APX - 500 with black color and a big AFENDS sticker on the behind,and the word make by tipe-x in the front that read (HER NAME HERE) certainly not comparable with the ornate luxury guitar owned by other bands. However, Jimmy was proud of it all, because the Guitar was custom in his own hands.
There comes the long-awaited moment.The Heartbreak Syndrome start performing championship final. Every man starts getting in the position, to start their instrumen and check that's loud. In the stage, has shown a Melodic Guitar,Vocal and Lead Guitar , Drum , and ,Bass. the stage is a circle with 3 separate paths around it.
However, a moment later, Jimmy asked for a moment before the show begins. He seemed to mumble as if in prayer. Her eyes were shut, with hands folded for pray with all of their friends in the back stage
Then, a minute later, they said, "Yes, we are ready!". this is The Heartbreak Syndrome! Signs have begun. With a strong beat, they began hit the string of the guitar .start singing their song.then the crowd became so hot after they sing out their favorite song Everyone cheered, excited, each sponsor his band.
"Remember when I said I love you well forget I take it back! (I can't let you go if you keep holding my hand)",
so the crowd shouted louder.The winner must be determined, after few minutes they finish the song.
And The Heartbreak Syndrome was chosen tho be the winner. Yes, everyone is happy, so is Jimmy. He says, and again muttered to myself. "Thank you."
When the division arrived trophy. Jimmy stepped forward with pride. Before the trophy was presented, the committee chairman asked.
"Hey champ, you must have been praying to God that you won, right?" Jimmy was silent.
"No, sir, that's not what I prayed" Jimmy said.He then continued, "It seems unfair to ask God to help me beat the others, I only beg the Lord, that I did not cry, if I lose."
All the audience fell silent to hear it. After a while, there was thunderous applause that filled the room.
in the way to the backstage my friend whisper something to me
"Holy shit,nice word dude!"
"yeah that's what we pray for right"
People, it seems we have more wisdom than all.Jimmy, does not beg the Lord to win in every exam.Jimmy, do not beg the Lord to pass and set up any results to be achieved.
The boy also did not ask God to grant all his hopes.He did not pray to win, and hurt others.However, Jimmy, beg the Lord, that given the strength in the face of it all.
He prayed, to be given the glory, and want recognition of the shortcomings with pride.
Perhaps, had more time we are doing to pray to Godto grant our every request.Too often we ask God to make us number one,be the best, a winner in every exam.
Too often we pray to God,to dispel any obstacles and temptations that exist in plain sight.In fact, not what we need is His guidance,His guidance, and guide him? We, are often too weak to believe that we are strong
stories from oUr senior hiGhschooL Years.
There was a boy named Saint Jimmy ,guitar vocal from The Heartbreak Syndrome . The guitar is not special, but he was included in the 3 band who entered the final. Compared to all of his opponent, Jimmy's guitar was the most imperfect. Some people doubted the guitar because it isn't costumed well
Well, indeed, the guitar was not so interesting. It's Yamaha APX - 500 with black color and a big AFENDS sticker on the behind,and the word make by tipe-x in the front that read (HER NAME HERE) certainly not comparable with the ornate luxury guitar owned by other bands. However, Jimmy was proud of it all, because the Guitar was custom in his own hands.
There comes the long-awaited moment.The Heartbreak Syndrome start performing championship final. Every man starts getting in the position, to start their instrumen and check that's loud. In the stage, has shown a Melodic Guitar,Vocal and Lead Guitar , Drum , and ,Bass. the stage is a circle with 3 separate paths around it.
However, a moment later, Jimmy asked for a moment before the show begins. He seemed to mumble as if in prayer. Her eyes were shut, with hands folded for pray with all of their friends in the back stage
Then, a minute later, they said, "Yes, we are ready!". this is The Heartbreak Syndrome! Signs have begun. With a strong beat, they began hit the string of the guitar .start singing their song.then the crowd became so hot after they sing out their favorite song Everyone cheered, excited, each sponsor his band.
"Remember when I said I love you well forget I take it back! (I can't let you go if you keep holding my hand)",
so the crowd shouted louder.The winner must be determined, after few minutes they finish the song.
And The Heartbreak Syndrome was chosen tho be the winner. Yes, everyone is happy, so is Jimmy. He says, and again muttered to myself. "Thank you."
When the division arrived trophy. Jimmy stepped forward with pride. Before the trophy was presented, the committee chairman asked.
"Hey champ, you must have been praying to God that you won, right?" Jimmy was silent.
"No, sir, that's not what I prayed" Jimmy said.He then continued, "It seems unfair to ask God to help me beat the others, I only beg the Lord, that I did not cry, if I lose."
All the audience fell silent to hear it. After a while, there was thunderous applause that filled the room.
in the way to the backstage my friend whisper something to me
"Holy shit,nice word dude!"
"yeah that's what we pray for right"
People, it seems we have more wisdom than all.Jimmy, does not beg the Lord to win in every exam.Jimmy, do not beg the Lord to pass and set up any results to be achieved.
The boy also did not ask God to grant all his hopes.He did not pray to win, and hurt others.However, Jimmy, beg the Lord, that given the strength in the face of it all.
He prayed, to be given the glory, and want recognition of the shortcomings with pride.
Perhaps, had more time we are doing to pray to Godto grant our every request.Too often we ask God to make us number one,be the best, a winner in every exam.
Too often we pray to God,to dispel any obstacles and temptations that exist in plain sight.In fact, not what we need is His guidance,His guidance, and guide him? We, are often too weak to believe that we are strong
stories from oUr senior hiGhschooL Years.
Sabtu, 10 Desember 2011
Story of this week - Family is Everything
I've ever read a story about Bill Havens, a great rower International caliber in the period of quarantine before the world cup rowing, received news that his wife will soon give a birth. Once upon hearing the news he chose to go home & do not follow the world championships & decided to stay with his wife who will give a birth.
A dozen years later, he received a telegram from his son,
Frank, who at that time had just won a gold medal in the Olympic 10,000 meters Cano in Finland.
The telegram read:
"Father, thank you for having to wait for my birth.
I'll bring home the gold medal father who should have won a few years ago "
From the story above we can learn about how important the family is
doesn't matter how's hard they teach you it's to make you tough
don't even think that was your parents don't like you if they angry to you
they angry cuz they care about you and worried what you do when they don't know
so start to change the way you look your family go through
and became the part of good thing of them
because family is your final destination on your life
A dozen years later, he received a telegram from his son,
Frank, who at that time had just won a gold medal in the Olympic 10,000 meters Cano in Finland.
The telegram read:
"Father, thank you for having to wait for my birth.
I'll bring home the gold medal father who should have won a few years ago "
Your beloved son,Frank...
From the story above we can learn about how important the family is
doesn't matter how's hard they teach you it's to make you tough
don't even think that was your parents don't like you if they angry to you
they angry cuz they care about you and worried what you do when they don't know
so start to change the way you look your family go through
and became the part of good thing of them
because family is your final destination on your life
Jumat, 02 Desember 2011
It's time to re-update
It's been two weeks
this time to far hangout
try to seek some spooky places
and try to get some "spooky items"
but the day was bad
got a long bad trip
it's the time to get more sleep
this time to far hangout
try to seek some spooky places
and try to get some "spooky items"
but the day was bad
got a long bad trip
it's the time to get more sleep
Sabtu, 26 November 2011
Is now in the middle of Senior High School Years
the stories from oUr hiGhschooL Years
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Jumat, 18 November 2011
Unfinished Lyric
It's been a twice of week
staring cloud and laying down
with my pen is falling on the ground
be sure you cut the brace tonight
worried but did not realize
you were never bother me anyway
well that's what you want over
I never know what's that
anytime
left you behind
remember when I said
I LOVE YOU
well forget it I take it back
I'm just want that you to know
I take back every word that I said
I can't let you go
if you keep holding my hands
I can't keep you go
if can't thrust in my heart
staring cloud and laying down
with my pen is falling on the ground
be sure you cut the brace tonight
worried but did not realize
you were never bother me anyway
well that's what you want over
I never know what's that
anytime
left you behind
remember when I said
I LOVE YOU
well forget it I take it back
I'm just want that you to know
I take back every word that I said
I can't let you go
if you keep holding my hands
I can't keep you go
if can't thrust in my heart
Kamis, 17 November 2011
I Hang Out With Zombies Without Being One Of Them
what's you think about the crowd?
it's so crowded,hot,melted,lame
that's the truth
but you can feel like alone if you're not in that crowd
when you can get into the crowd
you'll feel that "wow this crowd had a wave"
that's like I should let it flow in this wave
the crowd will judge you about what they like is what you must like it too
they will push you into what's your dislike and tell you to change it to be what you like
they will teach you about what they like to be your like
then it's started to build you same as the crowd
it doesn't matter what's the crowd are you
when they started to build you and you don't like it
just go out,don't be same as them
it's not to be loyality
but please!
when you love the pizza does not mean you have to be french
it's so crowded,hot,melted,lame
that's the truth
but you can feel like alone if you're not in that crowd
when you can get into the crowd
you'll feel that "wow this crowd had a wave"
that's like I should let it flow in this wave
the crowd will judge you about what they like is what you must like it too
they will push you into what's your dislike and tell you to change it to be what you like
they will teach you about what they like to be your like
then it's started to build you same as the crowd
it doesn't matter what's the crowd are you
when they started to build you and you don't like it
just go out,don't be same as them
it's not to be loyality
but please!
when you love the pizza does not mean you have to be french
Share like I know Happiness is..
been spending my time here in this square room with nothing but my wandering mind. it's one of those solitary moments. and this question has been popping out from my head and bouncing off the walls: "when you stopped loving what you do, what would you do? resign?"
oh passion, where are you? where did you go? you were there the whole time, hand-in-hand with my dreams. i am nothing without my dreams. to be honest, i loved this more before it was a real job. reckless. not caring of what happens next. hit the stage and rock it like there's no tomorrow. drink until you pass out. kissing strangers. punching faces. with all the people who'd always be there for you no matter what. i'd trade anything for that.
now everybody is everywhere else.
and happiness..
only exist..
when shared.
oh passion, where are you? where did you go? you were there the whole time, hand-in-hand with my dreams. i am nothing without my dreams. to be honest, i loved this more before it was a real job. reckless. not caring of what happens next. hit the stage and rock it like there's no tomorrow. drink until you pass out. kissing strangers. punching faces. with all the people who'd always be there for you no matter what. i'd trade anything for that.
now everybody is everywhere else.
and happiness..
only exist..
when shared.
Rabu, 16 November 2011
What I wanna do??
Earlier I was taking mental inventory. On everyone, everything, all of the past events for the last few months and stuff. It made me think. Why do I want what I want? Do I want what I want? Should I take a step forward? or should I really be worried about if I need to be taking a step backwards?
I feel like I am just stuck in neutral. I know what I want to do and also what I should or could do. I'm not sure which I need to be doing though. Which one will be more beneficial. Will they be equally beneficial? or will neither path pay off? What are my motives? I would really like to answer these questions. However, I'm not sure that I can. This is a very interesting part of my life and I am eager to see how it will play out.
Until then, I think that in order to be able to answer these questions, I will need to regroup, reorganize, and re-prioritize. I have been a little bit irresponsible lately and I would really like to put more effort into important things, like putting things in priorities. I should slow down and think about everything. I should slow down and enjoy simple things. I should probably also slow down and think about what I say, what I do, and how I spend my time. From now on, I am going to try to make a conscious effort to focus more on what is important and less on what is not.
It doesn't matter how's your friend,when you don'thow to lose it later if you realize you're doing something you love and sincere, but the pleasure was taken simply because someone else told you to do like on something because people were not like
I feel like I am just stuck in neutral. I know what I want to do and also what I should or could do. I'm not sure which I need to be doing though. Which one will be more beneficial. Will they be equally beneficial? or will neither path pay off? What are my motives? I would really like to answer these questions. However, I'm not sure that I can. This is a very interesting part of my life and I am eager to see how it will play out.
Until then, I think that in order to be able to answer these questions, I will need to regroup, reorganize, and re-prioritize. I have been a little bit irresponsible lately and I would really like to put more effort into important things, like putting things in priorities. I should slow down and think about everything. I should slow down and enjoy simple things. I should probably also slow down and think about what I say, what I do, and how I spend my time. From now on, I am going to try to make a conscious effort to focus more on what is important and less on what is not.
It doesn't matter how's your friend,when you don'thow to lose it later if you realize you're doing something you love and sincere, but the pleasure was taken simply because someone else told you to do like on something because people were not like
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