Is now in the middle of Senior High School Years

the stories from oUr hiGhschooL Years


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Unfinished Lyric

It's been a twice of week
staring cloud and laying down
with my pen is falling on the ground

be sure you cut the brace tonight
worried but did not realize
you were never bother me anyway

well that's what you want over
I never know what's that
anytime
left you behind


remember when I said
I LOVE YOU
well forget it I take it back
I'm just want that you to know
I take back every word that I said

I can't let you go
if you keep holding my hands
I can't keep you go
if can't thrust in my heart

I Hang Out With Zombies Without Being One Of Them

what's you think about the crowd?
it's so crowded,hot,melted,lame
that's the truth
but you can feel like alone if you're not in that crowd
when you can get into the crowd
you'll feel that "wow this crowd had a wave"
that's like I should let it flow in this wave
the crowd will judge you about what they like is what you must like it too
they will push you into what's your dislike and tell you to change it to be what you like
they will teach you about what they like to be your like
then it's started to build you same as the crowd


it doesn't matter what's the crowd are you
when they started to build you and you don't like it
just go out,don't be same as them
it's not to be loyality
but please!
when you love the pizza does not mean you have to be french
 

Share like I know Happiness is..

been spending my time here in this square room with nothing but my wandering mind. it's one of those solitary moments. and this question has been popping out from my head and bouncing off the walls: "when you stopped loving what you do, what would you do? resign?"
oh passion, where are you? where did you go? you were there the whole time, hand-in-hand with my dreams. i am nothing without my dreams. to be honest, i loved this more before it was a real job. reckless. not caring of what happens next. hit the stage and rock it like there's no tomorrow. drink until you pass out. kissing strangers. punching faces. with all the people who'd always be there for you no matter what. i'd trade anything for that.

now everybody is everywhere else.

and happiness..

only exist..

when shared.

What I wanna do??

Earlier I was taking mental inventory. On everyone, everything, all of the past events for the last few months and stuff. It made me think. Why do I want what I want? Do I want what I want? Should I take a step forward? or should I really be worried about if I need to be taking a step backwards?

I feel like I am just stuck in neutral. I know what I want to do and also what I should or could do. I'm not sure which I need to be doing though. Which one will be more beneficial. Will they be equally beneficial? or will neither path pay off? What are my motives? I would really like to answer these questions. However, I'm not sure that I can. This is a very interesting part of my life and I am eager to see how it will play out.

Until then, I think that in order to be able to answer these questions, I will need to regroup, reorganize, and re-prioritize. I have been a little bit irresponsible lately and I would really like to put more effort into important things, like putting things in priorities. I should slow down and think about everything. I should slow down and enjoy simple things. I should probably also slow down and think about what I say, what I do, and how I spend my time. From now on, I am going to try to make a conscious effort to focus more on what is important and less on what is not.

It doesn't matter how's your friend,when you don'thow to lose it later if you realize you're doing something you love and sincere, but the pleasure was taken simply because someone else told you to do like on something because people were not like