All Over and Over Again

at the beginning of the day i keep asking retheoritical question,
"will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"
i mean cmon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?
im just this kid who still doesn't know certain places cool people go to hang out
or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems
(oh i wish i had one)

am i having a depression?

will this make me suicidal?

i guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone u used to know tries to pull you down

well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again

Wheel of Life

Yuhu
hey blogy
I'd like to post about my story-life-time
what I know is, life has a circulate that you would get it all
so when you in a best position then sometimes in the bad positions
well you should put a S on an AIN'T and get it all to change your positions
yeah actually I don't need that, cuz that's just an imagination for me
let what it does will do whatever it does
maybe there's wrong or right
but keep doing in a right sight gonna make you look bright
uhm, what I'm gonna tell is, I'm in the right positions on the end of semester exam
yeah pretty nice and fuckin strategist place
in the right back corner and get a nice back up on the front and my left
so, someday maybe you'll get a nice position just like me, but not now
why? because is my time, not yours for shining
in a last mid semester exam I've got a bad place, always in front of the fuckin teacher
so I could do anything worse
but this time, I'm try to do good things
just TRY okey?


bye folks

kudos to you

Story to November

Remember tonight it was the best night I've ever know

thanks about what you do to me

Now I know, that was my first time

I'm sorry when I messed up or bad at all

those things was happen like what should be

Hope that you won't angry

I don't know what when we first but we started kissing

I'm not pushed back and you comes up

We were making out it was so much fun

all in all it was really exciting

'it was something new and it was fun

Don't mind if we never gonna do it again

cuz I'll never forget those things



kudos to y'all

Something what you think, Isn't something that you've seen

Back again blog
yea just wanna told you
like the title,everybody always do a snap judgement for all the people that they know
but what they're see just a piece of somebody life
you can't  judge the people by what they do
"Don't judge the book from the cover"
that's what somebody told me for a long time
"What you drive is what you are, what you eat is what you are, and bla bla blast"
anybody doin something for a reason
you thought I'm a good person, but surely not
I am what I am this whole time you were wrong
You thought that I was this whole thing that I'm not
How jealousy has gotten into you
you thought I had a nice life when I home?
you totally wrong

yeah just share a little secret, now I'm done it all alone

well

bye folks

Something Weird That Couldn't Be Seen

Wah lama ngga nulis nih
dalam beberapa hari ini bakal sibuk, dan sebentar lagi saatnya pergi lagi
ada sebuah pernyataan yang menarik yang akan saya bahas nanti malam buat selengkapnya
mungkin saya sebutkan saja dulu pernyataan tersebut
"Kadang Kenyataan tak Selalu Seperti Kelihatannya"
nah apa yang bakal saya ceritakan?
just wait and see

Then I Begin the New Stories and Start the Project

the world may have turned against you

the world may have said something bad about you

maybe you've done something bad

maybe you've been bad

you just keep goin, alright?

because not everything you do in this world is right to others

just

do

whatever

you

think

is

best

for

you

because it might turns out the best to others

because everything happens for a reason

and you are here for a reason

and you're reading this for a reason

so

make a move

go on and make a difference

you'll never know until you lost you're chances

and as for me,

i never regret all the things that i've done

i only regret things that i didn't do

because i try to do it all.









have you done something to your life today?

Too Late Too Notice

When get depressed I'd like an idiot
just try the second change?

6 feet times 8
so i count the size of this room.

124 seconds.
still no reply.

this square room is starting to choke on me
as it witnessed me being a worthless shit

stop laughing at me!

the walls keep pointing its finger at me

"loser"

"loser"

why? what did i lose?

i keep typing with eyes to the computer screen

still no reply

the walls wont stop laughing

"loser"

"loser"

yes, im a sucker for love

i was expecting a small talk or whatsoever

maybe a bit of "how are you" here and a bit of "what are you up to?" there

no.

37 times i changed the channel

still no reply



should i say it?

umm.. i'll say it right here..



"i miss you".





will you regret it somehow if i love you no more?

You Don't Know How's Be Lefted On The Dark

date: 12/03/2011
time: 19:21
type: text message

message:
"thanks to you too, smua ga sia2 ko, u made me know and learn about love.
this is a good thing, lets be friend, not more than that, aku ninggalin km baik2 ya ko, jgn sampe ntar
ujung2nya kita berantem2 atau ngejelek2in satu sm lain, i know ur a good guy, see you"

current mood: crushed

What Are You Looking At? Past Or Future

I still posting about my past just enjoy it

The Last Hope

days ago, i thought i have found atlantis under the sea.. i thought my adventure to the deepest ocean of this so called love life was getting somewhere.. i saw something majestic, something bright at the end of the darkest tunnel..

"is this it? is this atlantis?"

a great city that i've built once and time lost it, atlantis is a metraphore for something great; my love, my pride, my victory, my glory, my dreams, my joy, my purpose, my last destination

there were so many choices, but i made my decision

"this should be atlantis.. no more looking, choa.. this should be it." i said to myself

i have to make my decision.

her. i chose her over the others, she has won this heart. this mind. she has to be it. has to be.

i ignored her too long until she finally caught my attention.

from the midnite talks to the time that leads to her very first love

me.

i guess it wasnt the wisest decision, but i surely had a good time, and i bet she had one too with me.

"no, this isn't atlantis" i said to myself.

she built a city in my ruin just to watch it burn and see if i could escape.

na-ah.. scratch that, i dont blame her for anything.

maybe this is atlantis, but it wasnt ready to be found yet.

so i left a note written on paper and marker, not pencil, that says,

"i will be back when the time is right, i will fix you, i will build you, i will take care of you, i will make you stronger, and i will make sure you'll never be lost again, ever"

bye atlantis..

it's the end of an era and a start for everything

now i understand something that i didnt understand before..

that all these times,

red is covering atlantis

it was there all along.

take notes that even i wont say again the words "i love you" ever again, i will always still do

have a good one,
buddy

Past Post 6

and sometimes i do cry in my sleep
cus i just cant cry in real life
cus i just thought real life sometimes aint real enough






GAH

scratch that

i dont cry

even in my sleep

this blog is so cheesy

Past Bridge

It's time about past
I'd like to post about my past again,
well just read it if you like it
It's time to get new fantasy again

Real World is coming

Maybe there's just all right now
I'll search the rest in my comp.
so it's time to stop reviewing about the past
and start to keep straight hold on (:

Past Post 5

Stepping off the ledge
She looks at me and says
"Hey Ocha can I spend the night
And wake up in your eyes"

"Of course you can", timidly answered,
But beware I can't promise much
Not at this time in my life

Watching trees change
Just like your ways
You're in my arms for the last time
Pressed together
My heart's weathered
Now we will see each other for the last time

I build you up and you break myself down
How can I sit there while some clown
Namely me
Sets you up for a loss

First of all I'm insecure
And number two I can't be there for you
Not at this time in my life

How can I hear your call in this windy night

Past Post 4

so bored, there is nothing interesting going on.




doin all alone by myself, but maybe

someone needs to put some interest in there ;)

yeah now idk what to talk about.

just dropping in.

Past Post 3

i didnt know i can talk on my sleep


i didnt realize that before


anywho im watching "the universe" on the discovery channel.

becuase im a Dork...

but isnt it weird how there are so many planets...

and i really do wonder if there is other life out there.

and especially...

what makes our planet special...

oh well im thinking too hard.

i kind of want to get to college tomorrow, but at the same time i simply can't.

i need to see people... i need to do something with my brain...


GAH.



oh my.


my girlfriend lives far away from here

she just moved there this year




do come back in a heartbeat

dont be confuse of what a great thing we can be

we'll take a walk on the same street

can you tell me how's Jakarta is like without me?

Past Post 2

"Dates and times are getting complicated,
and a postponement may be necessary now.
preoccupied with internal dramas and are best left untouched.
Take the opportunity to do tasks you've been neglecting for ages"

so the horoscope brings me here


idk what to write about


"+62361..." a phone call from another island
"hello? who's this?"
"Derryl"
that name rings a bell *BALI!
finally i got that call from SHARK Co.
they found us on SoundCloud

Sound Cloud.

19771 views
34414 total plays
410 plays today
since 5 months ago.



i finally got that phone call.

Past Post 1

i want this

now

even

more

than ive wanted this

before.

i dont know what to do

im so lost.

im so tired

and i dont know what im talking about anymore

but

i want this.

you just remember that.

Weird huh?

sometimes when I look at the star, it's very interesting to imagine any object made by combine those star
it's not wierd, it's cool
I tell you something weird, seconds turns to minute, to the day I spend without you
that's why I'd like to wait, cuz if I'm with you, all those things goes so fast, but it doesn't matter,
I don't hate my life, I'm just not so good on it

ohh 1 thing, this is not a past story
I'll post my past story after this post

bye

From my last 2 years

I'll told about my past
that's dark and cold
but it will be on series

I am What I am, Be Myself

When will I become the sun that lights you up? all I can do is think about myself. No matter how old I get, I know I will never change, I disgust myself... But once you said to me "Just be yourself", that moment I knew how gifted I was.

Always wanted to be like the hero in a movie to show myself bigger than the real me. But I have to play my character, for this is my movie that I'm starring in. For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I've hidden myself behind them. But I am ok, Sun's gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.

I won't push myself too hard anymore.

I'll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.

And when you're lonely, I'll be close to you.

So you can say "Life is beautiful"

SILOGISME

PU  : Semua peristiwa hidupku, kau selalu ada
PK  : Saat terbaik dalam hidupku adalah dengan kamu :*
K    : Jadi, semuanya bersama dia buat tanda kurung buka dan titik dua (:
E    : Singkat kata ku BAHAGIA

Arti Sebuah Nama

Kembali lagi ke sosial media yang besar, keseringan di twitter jadi lupa sama yang besar dan berbobot ini
Uda berapa bulan gak nulis nih jadi lupa posisi keyboard
Bentar-bentar I disini,,,... trus K dideketnya,, habis itu A jauh di sebelah kanannya
oke-oke sudah agak hafal dan tau posisinya :)
Kabar? (sapa yang nanya coba, GR amat) baik kog masih terjaga dan jarang tidur, like I said in my last post
hehehe :D
gue mau ceritain sedikit tentang nama gue
jadi awalnya itu karna suatu kebahagiaan dan keharusan gue di bikin sama Papa dan Mama
singkat cerita gue lahir di tanggal XX bulan Juni taun 1995 dengan oprasi caesar dan berat yang cukup fantastis, gue lupa berat gue berapa tapi yang pasti lebih besar dari bayi laennya
trus gue masi inget kasur bayi gue tertera sebuah angka yang jadi my lucky number yaitu 7
Papa gue bilang "Dulu kalo kamu nangis karna gag di kasi susu semua yang sekamar itu ikut nangis karna kencengnya teriakanmu pas nangis"
wow banget gag tuh, trus karna sang mother takut saya obesitas, dia meminta saran pada dokter.
Dokter mengatakan saya harus diet, aneh kan bayi baru lahir aja diet, dietnya dimulai ketika umur 5 taun ke atas dan dietnya benar-benar ketat
jadi dietnya gini, pas mulai nangis cepet-cepet gue di kasi air putih, jadi gue udah di manipulasi sejak kecil
mungkin itu salah satu penyebab gue pinter manipulasi orang :)
gue sempet bertanya kenapa nama gue OSCAR bukan George atau Howard dsb
karna waktu lahir itu ceritanya pas gue caesar Papa gue nungguin di luar kamar operasi, setelah gue keluar dan di tunjukkin ke Papa gue, beliau berkata
Ohh Senang dan Cerianya Anakku lahiR
nah itu di singkat jadi deh nama gue
Hahahaha :D

sekian deh ceritanya

mungkin suatu saat bakal tulis-tulis lagi di sini

MUNGKIN...

Something Good To Carry Out

Jam-jam gini itu paling enak kalo mikir jam-jam gini enaknya ngapain
trus kalo di pikirin gak ketemu jawabannya gimana? ya gak gimana-gimana bukan gue yang mikirin kok
ya pemikiran tiap orang emang beda-beda dan gak bisa di paksain juga sih
jarang tidur? mau bahas tidur?
jadi gini, menurut penelitian Dr. Rudit Selam, "tidur malam itu cuma buat umur 5 taun ke bawah dan 50 taun ke atas"
nah berdasarkan itu jadi gue jarang sih klo tidur, paling karna suatu ketidaksengajaan baru bisa tidur
masalah?
gag ada sih sejauh ini masalahnya cuma mata panas + sepet jadi = mengantuk saja
lebih baik males tidur daripada keseringan
gue sih malas tidur tapi sering mimpi (gimana caranya? nah lo, tanyakan aja pada rumput yang bergoyang)
kalo gue gitu enak, jadi lebih bisa ngewujudin mimpi tanpa buang-buang waktu buat tidur deh
yah sekian saja dulu

ahh..

cukup deh sampe sini aja deh

 oh iya cuma mau kasi tau new project gue

Insomniac Kid Awake

Bye

Postingan Indonesia

Sudah genap setengah taun 7 hari udah gak nulis blog ini.. (lah 7 ko genap?) boong banget
sedih juga sih rasanya mau tau gak kenapa?
lah ko mau tau sih emangnya anda siapa?
anda bukannya yang ngisi soundtrack ada apa dengan cinta ya?
emangnya cinta kenapa sih.. cinta kan juga kuya.. jangan berlebihan deh, kuyang-kuyangin yah..

gak jelas banget sih, gak fokus banget sih..
gila ya gini nih kalo udah lama banget gak nulis padahal gak nulis juga tapi ngetik..
jadi gimana sih ko plin plan? eh enak tuh lagunya yang jet lag.
featuring natasha bedingfield.. sumpah yah demi apa lovato?
pokonya gak mau komentar lebih panjang lagi sih tapi gimana ya menurut gw ini juara banget loh guys. enjoy. kalian tau kembar sial gak sih guys ya pastinya dong tau kalo pastinja bau. liat deh gank. kalo gak mau liat intip aja please banget tolong ya pengertiannya.

gimana sekiranya mirip gak? salah banget kalo ngira itu kembaran, gantengan yang kiri lagi, kiri siapa tapi? kiri gw ato lo? atau kiri-kiri! bang di depan uda sampe?
mau liat orangnya? ikutin penjelasan di bawah ini
didepan perempatan situ belok kiri setelah tukang ojek minta dianterin pulang jangan lupa bayar.
ah udah ah semakin blur nih anak-anak komplek udah mulai ambil kerikil mau diarak keliling sambil
kompakan bilang "orang gila.. orang gila" malu banget guys. yaudah guys. cabut dulu guys.
kecepetan gak sih cabut sekarang? emang udah panen ya? maen cabut aja, lo kira padi!

bukan saya yang nulis tapi bukan kamu tapi...

Friends indeed or in need

i love it when someone care enough to be my friend.
and i'm sorry, i'm not arrogant, i just had some ego, yea that's me .
so excuse me if you remember talking to me and i didn't look you in the eye.
i hate it when i see through and notice the things that i don't really want to know.
sometimes it is better to just hide the truth that i don't wanna hear or things that i don't really wanna know about.
i don't usually say "hi" when i meet people i dont know quite well, but i'd be cool enough to spare my time for those who intended to talk or just say a simple "hi". i don't really care who they really are,
or how they judge me.. much i know i'd be glad to help when someone needed help.
as i remember, i made friends with all kinds of people.
and i care about my friends,
but i also care about myself.
i don't smoke (i hate cigarettes and it's not cool when someone blow their smoke on my face, so if you wanna smoke, you better not smoke near me),
i'm drink, i used it well just for try to relax
sex is always good. but not always.
i hate hypocrits, i love cracking conspiracies,
i love learning new things and keeping up with new potentials. so i can get easily bored
i hate ungrateful people, i hate people who doesn't appreciate others, and i like people the way they are.
if you are nice enough and you have problems and you feel like sharing, i'd be glad to help.
just don't mad if i don't care about anyone

Enjoying Happiness

I've a girlfriend, (Her Name Here)
You are the first thing in my mind that I wanna meet, from the morning till the end of the day
Well I'll discribe it a little bit, she's always smile and happy (that's what I like about her), crazy things to do but so fun, and  also sexy
It's been a week you own my heart, from what you do, where you are, until goodnight I always text you
stay with me until the end, stay and we spends time on the phone <-- dork style huh?
It's so fun, cuz I'd like to teasing you around, or make you angry it's also fun things to do
you know why I always make you angry? cuz there's always a beautiful rainbow after the storm, and the beautiful rainbow is your perfect smile that I wanna see it everyday
back in the time when I take you home tonight it's far a long damn way to get you and take you back
but I like it, cuz along the way home we can talk about anything
you know what? when we're apart nothing could tear us
cuz when we're together we enjoy a love, fun, and happiness
there are many concept about happiness, my happiness is simple, when it can make people around me smile ..  
you know some, when I near you I could  make a lot of happiness, cuz you always smiling on me, we've shared each other , there's the magic happen, there's the happiness begin, when it gonna stop? I told you, It never ends
Sometimes have relented, had to retreat a few steps so that whilst under the spotlight, the shadow that is created is not too big and cover the behind .. 

happiness will exist when it shared , Happiness has no expiration date, but, the date of production should be set itself, and distribute  it.


gonna make something


Choa

Another Story About Life and Simplicity

Life is simple: take a decision, do and do not regret it

There is a person when applying for a job, picking up trash on the floor of the paper into the trash can, and it showed by the attorney-interview, and he got the job.

"It was very easy to get awards, just to maintain good habits."

There was a boy became a student at the bike shop. One time there was someone who delivered the bike is damaged to be repaired at the shop page. In addition they will fix the bike, the child is too clean to clean shiny bike. Other students laughed at his actions. The next day after the owner of the bike to take his bike, the little brother pulled / taken at the work place.

"It turned out to be successful is very easy, just a little initiative."

A child told his mother: "She is very beautiful today." She replied: "Why?" The child replied: "Because today's mothers did not get angry."

"It turned out to have the beauty is easy, just need to not get angry."

A farmer sent his son every day to work diligently in the fields. His friend said: "No need to tell your son to work hard, keep Tanamanmu will flourish." The farmer replied: "I'm not fertilize my plants, but I'm building my son."

"It was very easy to nurture a child, just let her diligent work."
 
A coach said to his disciples: "If a ball falls into the grass, how to look for it?" There is answered: "Find the start of the center." There also said: "Search in the sunken into the grass." And there the answer: "Find the highest in the grass." The coach gave the best answer: "step by step search from here until the end of the grass next to the grass over there."
 
 "It was very easy road to success, just do everything step by step in a sequence, do jumping jacks."
 
Frog that lives in rice fields said to the frog who lived in the street: "Your place is too dangerous, stay with me." Frogs in the street said: "I'm used to, lazy to move." A few days later the frog "fields" to see the frogs' edge road "and found that the frog is dead crushed a passing car.
 
"It was very easy to hold our own destiny, just enough to avoid idleness."
 
There are a bunch of people walking in the desert, all running with heavy, very miserable, only one person is running happily. Someone asks: "Why are you so relaxed?" He said with a laugh: "Because I am a bit of luggage."
 
"It was very easy to obtain pleasure, just do not get greedy

Just A Dream Of You

It's about yesterday you told me to sleep
well then I'm not gonna try to sleep cuz there's many worst nightmare
then start to play on my digital hardware and about to make somethin
just take a bunch of minute I got the oversleep
then the dream is start on my mind
I remember how the first time I laid my eyes on you
there's just the first time I'm falling in love with you
the story was so far , maybe you know that the first time I saw you I don't love you as much as now
but just like what I wrote before "You really know to make me fallin love with you"
then on the first day you hold my hand so tight it's like "I want to take you home"
although you don't know I've ever stare on you
Do you know what keeps me waiting?
I just can’t resist those eyes
do you know what keeps me wanting more?
your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile :)
then those story started when you first text me about somethin who doesn't important
we're texting together then from your text you inspire me to make a song
We Are Going North a song that dedicated to you the girl I fallin in love over and over with (Her Name Here)
If you look at the lyric you'll find our story in there

gonna make something good

Bye

Choa

Story Of The Week - Things Did Not Always Look As Is

Two angels visited the house of a wealthy family. The family was rude and did not let the angels stay in the living room in the house. The angel was placed in a small room in the basement. When the angel was about to sleep, the older angel saw that the basement walls were cracked.

Then the angel that fix cracks in basement walls had disappeared. When the younger angel asked why he did that, the older angel replied, "Things did not always look as is".

The next night, the angel was resting at home a poor peasant family, but very friendly.
After sharing a bit of food that farmers have, the farmer invited the angels to rest in bed. When the sun rises the next day, the angels found the farmer
that his wife was crying and upset because their cows are the only source of income for them lay dead.

The younger angel was infuriated. He asked the older angel, "Why are you letting this happen? The first family to have everything, but you helped sews the crack walls. This family had little but nevertheless they were willing to share it with us. Why did you let the cow die? "
The older angel replied, "Things did not always seem
as is ".
"When we spend the night in the basement, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall. Because homeowners are very greedy and not willing to share his wealth, I sealed the wall so he would not
find the gold. "
"Last night when we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death came to take the life of his wife. I give the cow to the angel of death does not take a wife. "" Things did not always seem
as is ".

Sometimes that's what we feel when we think that something should not happen. If we have faith, we just need to believe fully that everything that happens is for our good. We may not realize it until the time comes ....

Find where's "i"

9x-7i>3(3x-7u)
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9x-7i>9x21u
-9. -9
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-7i> -21u
-7. -7
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i<3u

#HERNAMEHERE

You Really Know To Makes Me Fallin Love With You

thare are many words get traped in my mind
sorry if I don't take a time to feel the way you do
the first day you came into my life is inspired my songs
what it all takes is all of the moment you've done to me
and when I take times to closure and you'll make your finally decides
I start to think it over "maybe is been wrong right from the starts?"
but hey,it's not the first time I'm wrong
listen to your friend? yes that's girly style
but I don't wanna know, then if this the end lets the trace beginning
you must listen to yourself to point it out
this is the anthem all the things to come so whatever happens? happens
I try my best to let your heart move on

got somethin  to do

Choa

Just another story part of my life

when in the doubt I think it shouldn't wait for the final decision
we all can make any exception on our lifes
the only excetion is nothin,
I'm not except anythin from you
so what I need in dead is the acceptance for whar I've done
but for sure I am not the one who put a hope on
maybe there's another one that I don't care
gotta check something

bye

Choa Margera

Give Up ???

should i give up?
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?

It's funny how it's the same song
but now it means something different when I hear it.

When I used to hear it, I felt really sad.
Now it makes me happy.

I'm happy
a lot
but I still don't know what I want

I know what I don't want, though.
As long as I know what I don't want, I will find out what I do want in the meantime.

I was going to wear my black jeans everyday this week, but I think I have my mind changed already. I already don't want to wear my black jeans tomorrow. Way to go.


I wanttttt fun stuff to hurry up and I want to meet fun people. I should meet new people. Yeah.

I want to meet you if I don't really know you.

I'm meeting her tomorrow though, and I have Yoga in the morning.

Those are some things to look forward to.

Story Of This Week - Love (Fiction) Story

Once, on a small island there lived a variety of abstract object love, sadness, happiness, wealth, beauty, and so forth. 
They coexist well. 
But one day, comes the storm slammed the little island and the sea water suddenly rose and will sink the island. 
All the inhabitants of the island quickly tried to save themselves. 
Love is very confused because he could not swim and did not have a boat. 
He was standing on the beach trying to find help. 
Meanwhile, the rising water wetting his feet.


Shortly LOVE see the wealth was rowing,Wealth! Wealth! Help me!, Shouted LOVE 
Ouch! Sorry, LOVE!, Said wealth, I can not take this boat later sank. 
After all there's nowhere else for you in this boat. my boat is full of my riches
Then the wealth quickly went paddling the boat. 
LOVE sad, but then he saw the joy over the boat. 
Joy! Help me!, Shouted LOVE.But the joy was too excited because he found the boat so he could hear the cries of LOVE. 

The higher the water soaks down to the waist of LOVE, 
LOVE getting panickly.
Beauty Gone Soon
Beauty! Take me with you!, Shouted LOVE 
Well, you LOVE wet and dirty.
 I can not take you away. 
You're going to pollute this beautiful boat, said beauty. 
Love was so sad to hear that.  
He began to sob.
 It was then that through the sadness. 
Oh sad, take me with you!, Said Love. 
Sorry LOVE.  
I'm sad and I want to be alone .., said sad as he continued to ride the boat.

LOVE despair.  He felt the water rising and it will sink. At the critical moment was suddenly heard a voice.
LOVE! Let's quickly go up to my boat! Love turned toward the voice and quickly climbed into the boat, just before the water drowning. 
On the nearby island, LOVE the boat down and immediately left again.
Love realized that he did not know who helped him. 
LOVE immediately asked the residents. 
The last is the TIME, residents said it. 
But, why did he save me?I do not recognize it. 
Even my friends who knew me was reluctant to help LOVE asked in surprise.
 
Because only time that KNOW WHAT IS THE REAL VALUE OF LOVE

Story Of The Week - The Frog and The Snail

This story inspired from my friend who get some angry about how the look to her
she's angry about someone who's got cynical view about her
arright the initial is N
anyone who knows who is her don't say the name
so here's the story


There's a cynical view of the snail is always a frog. One day, a frog who lost patience finally said to the snail

"Mr. snail, whether I had made a mistake, so you hate me so?"

Snail replied: "You are the frog has four legs and can jump back and forth,

But I must bring this kind of heavy shells, crawling on the ground, so I feel very sad. "

Frog replied: "Every life has its own misery, it's just that you only see my excitement, but you do not see the suffering of our (frog)."

And all at once, there is a large eagle flying toward them, quickly entering snail dg body into the shell, whereas the toads preyed upon by hawks ...

Finally realized snail ... shell in which it possessed not a burden ... but the advantages ...

Enjoy life, no need to compare to others. Jealousy of our hearts toward others will bring more suffering ...

Fortune is not always made ​​of gold, jewels or money which is not too much when we are in a mansion and go driving. Since it is not happiness but which makes us give thanks that makes us happy to be thankful ...

Be a good friends,my friends,there's no need to distrust about how's somebody look at you
but show her how you look to be thrust

Choa Margera

Goodness Is Always Good

On one day. live a rich man who wants to do good. but he did not understand how. He finally decided to give her money. the money is so much like tissue
On one occasion he met a man so he just handed the money owned to the person. The next day news came that there was someone who had given some money to a violent criminal. Hearing this news the benefactor just say "Oh my god I have given money to in a criminal"
At other times, he returned to meet with someone, the benefactor of the day also had intended to do good. He immediately gave some money to these guys. The next day the news spread that there is someone who has given money to criminals. This news got the philanthropist just say "Oh my God I have given money to the corruptor".
The philanthropist does not despair, when he met someone he immediately gave some money that was already prepared. Then the next day news came that there was someone who had given some money to a wealthy businessman. Hearing this the only benefactor said. "Oh my God I have given money to the criminals, corruptors and a very rich guy".
At a glance we can conclude that the benefactor is a "sloppy" If only he had money he gave to people who do not know, but if he is more thorough then its good intentions could be channeled more useful to people who do need.
But it was a good intention which surely will end well, even so did the "carelessness" of the benefactor. Who gave money to the criminals were able to revive him in this world that there are good people, people who care about the environment. These criminals repent and use the generous gift of money as venture capital. While the corruptor, free money which it receives to touch his conscience that had been covered by greed, he realizes that life is not about how much we can get. He was determined to transform itself into a good person, honest and trustworthy officials. While the provision of which was received by the wealthy has stripped him, because so far he is a miser who, never entangled in him to share with others, for him everything is there should be reciprocal. He was embarrassed to the philanthropist who with its simplicity was still able to share it with others.


"No one will end up with useless against a good. Because of the good will end up also with kindness."
Choa Margera

"Life is not about how much we can get, but how much we can give."
 Oscar Biersack

Story of this week - Devils and Farmer

There's the devil every day to see a farmer working hard on the farm. He gets very minimal results. But the farmer was still excited, very grateful and satisfied. The devil then the devil sent to harass small farmers.
This little devil makes farmers' land becomes very hard, deliberate intention to make the farmers off the crop. But farmers are still plowing all day without complaining endlessly. Looking at the plan failed this little devil can only grope his nose and left the farmers alone.
The second small devil thinks, makes him more difficult certainly will not work anymore, I better take all his possessions, then he took a lunch of bread and the farmer is the drinking water. He thought this was the farmer would have to panic and cursing.
The farmer when it stops working and then go down the tree to rest, have lunch and he realized the water was gone, then he said, "Do not know who is more unfortunate than my fate in need of bread and water I drink? If these foods are filling him, it is a good thing. "Second small devil again even this fails, then walked away empty-handed.
Old devil feel surprised, if there is nothing that can make this a bad farmer? At this time the three little devil came and said to the old devil, "I have no reason that could make it a bad farmer."
This little devil went to the farmer and make friends with him. The farmer was very happy to be friends with him. Because of this little devil has the ability to predict, he told the farmer will happen next year drought, he taught farmers to grow rice in the rice fields, farmers hear advice do just that.
Sure enough, a year of drought and crop failure all these farmers only managed to harvest, so he became rich.
Satan has also taught small farmers sell rice to be replaced with wine, to get more money. Gradually the farmers began to farm no more, he's just relying on advice of the small devil to trade, to gain a greater profit without working hard.
Little devil said to the old devil, "You see!, Now I will show my achievement!" Old devil saw this with a little praise to say to the devil "Wow! You are so great! How do you can do all things? "
Little devil said, "I just let him have more than they need, thereby generating nature of greed."


what can we learn about this story is abstinence
so you must keep your head cool
don't be so lust and think first about what you do
because the devil never get rest to mess up with your life 

Story of This Week - Life would not hesitate to die

A middle-aged man went to a teacher, "Teacher, I'm tired of living. Already fully saturated. My household mess. I messed up the business. Whatever I do is always a mess. I want to die. "
The Master smiled, "Oh, you're sick."
"No, Master, I am not ill. I'm healthy. Just bored with life. That's why I want to die. "
As if not hearing his defense, the Master continued, "You're sick. And the illness it is called, 'Allergy Life'. Yes, you are allergic to life. Illness could be cured, provided you want to get well and be willing to follow the instructions I gave. "
"No teacher ... I was absolutely saturated. No, I do not want to live. "Reject man
"So you do not want to get well. You really want to die? "
"Yes, indeed I was tired of life."
"Good, you will die tomorrow afternoon. Take a bottle of this medicine. Half drunk tonight, tomorrow afternoon at half-six, and eight in the evening you will die in peace. "
It was her turn to be confused. Every teacher he went so far always try to give it zest for life. This one is weird. He even offered poison. But, because he was already completely saturated, he gladly accepted.
Came home, he spent half a bottle of poison.And, he felt calm as she had never felt before. So relaxed, so relaxed!Stay 1 night, 1 day, and he will die ...freed from all sorts of problems.
That night, he decided to have dinner with the family to a Japanese restaurant. Something he had never been done in recent years. Think about it last night, he wanted to leave sweet memories. While eating, he was joking. The atmosphere is very relaxed! Before bed, he kissed her lips and whispered in his ear, "Honey, I love you." Because it was the night last night, he wanted to leave sweet memories!
The next day I wake up, he opened his bedroom window and looked out. Her refreshing morning breeze. And he was tempted to do the morning walk. Came home half an hour later, he found his wife was still asleep. Without waking, he entered the kitchen and make 2 cups of coffee. One for himself, another for his wife. Because it was early last morning, he wanted to leave sweet memories! The istripun feel weird, "unfortunately, what happened today? During this time, maybe I'm wrong. Forgive me, mas. "
At the office, he greeted everyone, shaking hands with everyone. Staff was confused, "Today, we are really weird right Boss?"
And immediately changed their attitude. They become soft. Because it is the last day, he wanted to leave sweet memories! Suddenly, everything around him changed. He became more friendly and tolerant, even appreciative of the different opinions. Suddenly life becomes beautiful. He began to enjoy it.
Came home at 5 pm, he discovered his beloved wife stayed with him on the front porch. This time instead of the wife who gave him a kiss, "Mas, once again I apologize if I've always bother you." The kids did not want to miss, "Father, forgive us all. During this time my father always strses Because the behavior of us all. "
Suddenly, the river of life flowing again. Suddenly, life became very beautiful. He canceled a plan to commit suicide. But what he had half a bottle of drink, the evening before?
"My God, if that death will come to me. Postpone death O Lord. I was terrified if I had to leave this world ".
He hurriedly went to the teacher who had given him poison. Arriving home teacher, he said that he would cancel his death. Because he was so scared if he had again lost all the things that have made him come alive again.
Looking at his face, apparently the Master immediately know what had happened, the Master said, "Throw it out the bottle. The contents of plain water. You're cured, what if you live in the present moment, when you live with the awareness that death can pick you up at any time, then you will enjoy every second of life. trash the ego, arrogance, pride. Be gentle, soft water. And flows along the river of life. You will not be saturated, will not be bored. You'll feel alive. That is the secret of life. That is the key to happiness. That is the road to peace. "
The man thanked him and greeted the Master, then go home, to repeat the experience the night before.  
Ah, the beauty of this world ...

Story of This Week - There's No Shortcut

One day there was a boy was watching a cocoon ....
There were butterflies in it ...?
is struggling to escape from within the cocoon.
It seems .. so hard ..
The boys are feeling sorry for the butterflies and think of ways to help the butterfly to get out with ease.

Finally the boy had found the idea and immediately picked up the scissors, cut the cocoon to help the butterfly to get out of there.

How pleased and relieved the boy was.
But what happened?
The butterflies are able to get out of there, but the butterfly can not fly, only crawl.
What is this?

Turned out for a butterfly struggling from the cocoon, which is when he put all his strength,
there is a body fluid in which flow through his body strong
made to expand its wings so that he can fly,
but because there is no struggle,
it can not inflate its wings so that he become a butterfly that can only crawl.

Sometimes, our good intentions do not necessarily result in anything? fine.
Just as when we teach our children. Sometimes we often help them out of compassion / caring, but actually did not even make their own.
Create the potential in him does not develop.
Turning off the creativity, because we do not have the heart to see them in trouble, if they actually got through, they would be POWERFUL.

Similarly, when we are struggling to deal with something, do not expect help from others, fight first with the ability to mobilize all .. it will make you stronger ..

STRUGGLE full life with which we must pass ........
that "WING" we can with perfect spreading, we used to "FLY" through our problems!