Past Post 6

and sometimes i do cry in my sleep
cus i just cant cry in real life
cus i just thought real life sometimes aint real enough






GAH

scratch that

i dont cry

even in my sleep

this blog is so cheesy

Past Bridge

It's time about past
I'd like to post about my past again,
well just read it if you like it
It's time to get new fantasy again

Real World is coming

Maybe there's just all right now
I'll search the rest in my comp.
so it's time to stop reviewing about the past
and start to keep straight hold on (:

Past Post 5

Stepping off the ledge
She looks at me and says
"Hey Ocha can I spend the night
And wake up in your eyes"

"Of course you can", timidly answered,
But beware I can't promise much
Not at this time in my life

Watching trees change
Just like your ways
You're in my arms for the last time
Pressed together
My heart's weathered
Now we will see each other for the last time

I build you up and you break myself down
How can I sit there while some clown
Namely me
Sets you up for a loss

First of all I'm insecure
And number two I can't be there for you
Not at this time in my life

How can I hear your call in this windy night

Past Post 4

so bored, there is nothing interesting going on.




doin all alone by myself, but maybe

someone needs to put some interest in there ;)

yeah now idk what to talk about.

just dropping in.

Past Post 3

i didnt know i can talk on my sleep


i didnt realize that before


anywho im watching "the universe" on the discovery channel.

becuase im a Dork...

but isnt it weird how there are so many planets...

and i really do wonder if there is other life out there.

and especially...

what makes our planet special...

oh well im thinking too hard.

i kind of want to get to college tomorrow, but at the same time i simply can't.

i need to see people... i need to do something with my brain...


GAH.



oh my.


my girlfriend lives far away from here

she just moved there this year




do come back in a heartbeat

dont be confuse of what a great thing we can be

we'll take a walk on the same street

can you tell me how's Jakarta is like without me?

Past Post 2

"Dates and times are getting complicated,
and a postponement may be necessary now.
preoccupied with internal dramas and are best left untouched.
Take the opportunity to do tasks you've been neglecting for ages"

so the horoscope brings me here


idk what to write about


"+62361..." a phone call from another island
"hello? who's this?"
"Derryl"
that name rings a bell *BALI!
finally i got that call from SHARK Co.
they found us on SoundCloud

Sound Cloud.

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i finally got that phone call.

Past Post 1

i want this

now

even

more

than ive wanted this

before.

i dont know what to do

im so lost.

im so tired

and i dont know what im talking about anymore

but

i want this.

you just remember that.

Weird huh?

sometimes when I look at the star, it's very interesting to imagine any object made by combine those star
it's not wierd, it's cool
I tell you something weird, seconds turns to minute, to the day I spend without you
that's why I'd like to wait, cuz if I'm with you, all those things goes so fast, but it doesn't matter,
I don't hate my life, I'm just not so good on it

ohh 1 thing, this is not a past story
I'll post my past story after this post

bye

From my last 2 years

I'll told about my past
that's dark and cold
but it will be on series

I am What I am, Be Myself

When will I become the sun that lights you up? all I can do is think about myself. No matter how old I get, I know I will never change, I disgust myself... But once you said to me "Just be yourself", that moment I knew how gifted I was.

Always wanted to be like the hero in a movie to show myself bigger than the real me. But I have to play my character, for this is my movie that I'm starring in. For a long time, I had high ideals like mountains and I've hidden myself behind them. But I am ok, Sun's gotta rise up, oh I wanna light you with my life.

I won't push myself too hard anymore.

I'll just be me whatever lies beyond this path.

And when you're lonely, I'll be close to you.

So you can say "Life is beautiful"

SILOGISME

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