Wierd Things Thats Getting Right

Now I realize, it's all getting clearer
I know that you even can throw me a dump and just left me and walk away
you never serious on me, I know that
just see you never turn against my fault and never wanna to straight me if I'm wrong
you've been tired of me
maybe the time will proof it all
I started to seek of my fault, but I did it intentionally just to look your react
now I know that I've lost everything, there's nothing left for me
Maybe I just start to runaway from this point
I won't cry, I'm not an emo anymore
I tought this time you would stay
here I stand just to watch you fade, everynight and everyday you took my breath away
Do you know the worst thing of this all?
you're the best I've had so far
cause everysong and everyword I just can't keep my mind of you

Side Story About Life Goes Down

I don't what's wrong at all
I tried so hard to fix it but it never done
what's the problem?
I always try to not said any sarcastically for you
but when I started to think it out all again
then it wasn't the "problem"
that's about teasing
I kinda like doing all things by myself so I keep it all for me
but sometimes I'd like to teasing people to make them mad, not to make them like me
I don't wanna make any friends again
that's it why you always teasing another people that's not related in front of me
maybe you will do that in the back of me, yeah of course you do
but I'm trying to don't notice it, I'd like to pretending that's just imagine even it's true
maybe someday you'll turn into a friend,
guess what? I'm ready
I was used to hold all the pain from you, even it was so hard I still can be harder or hardest to fight that
when there's a way out, I'll find the way and just keep it open until the time change it.
you're just not find what you looking for in me
then I need a time to figure it all a lot

see ya

12-11-2013

Terima kasih tuhan, sudah memburam-buyar-pudarkan hari ini

"Kebahagiaan Itu Tidak Ada Tanggal Kadaluarsa"

Time

When I think straight, I even don't find the point, so it's now make sense at all to think, so I shouldn't what I should think
yeah it's hard
but when It's all gone I won't that back
letting it out your life is so hard to anyone, but it's just a time to forget what you've done
there's nothing can be cure by the time
time will lead you and teach you about the passion of life
but I know what you gonna say, twenty four hours doesn't enough
yeah I think about that too
why just twenty four, how about fifty three? or something else
when the time ticks by, there's a something happend
stop the time? then just go out from your own life
things will be fine beside the right people
whatever the end someday, remember about the happiness
your story of life wouldn't till the dead cames by

happy sunday

altough this monday

gonna go

bye

All Over and Over Again

at the beginning of the day i keep asking retheoritical question,
"will it be the same today like it was yesterday?"
i mean cmon, what kind of asshole asks that kind of question to himself?
am i really that bad?
im just this kid who still doesn't know certain places cool people go to hang out
or prescripted drugs to missuse to distract all their sad-ass problems
(oh i wish i had one)

am i having a depression?

will this make me suicidal?

i guess when you were once an asshole, and then you're up, everyone u used to know tries to pull you down

well sadly,
the worst thing about the end of the day, is that tomorrow it will start all over again

Wheel of Life

Yuhu
hey blogy
I'd like to post about my story-life-time
what I know is, life has a circulate that you would get it all
so when you in a best position then sometimes in the bad positions
well you should put a S on an AIN'T and get it all to change your positions
yeah actually I don't need that, cuz that's just an imagination for me
let what it does will do whatever it does
maybe there's wrong or right
but keep doing in a right sight gonna make you look bright
uhm, what I'm gonna tell is, I'm in the right positions on the end of semester exam
yeah pretty nice and fuckin strategist place
in the right back corner and get a nice back up on the front and my left
so, someday maybe you'll get a nice position just like me, but not now
why? because is my time, not yours for shining
in a last mid semester exam I've got a bad place, always in front of the fuckin teacher
so I could do anything worse
but this time, I'm try to do good things
just TRY okey?


bye folks

kudos to you

Story to November

Remember tonight it was the best night I've ever know

thanks about what you do to me

Now I know, that was my first time

I'm sorry when I messed up or bad at all

those things was happen like what should be

Hope that you won't angry

I don't know what when we first but we started kissing

I'm not pushed back and you comes up

We were making out it was so much fun

all in all it was really exciting

'it was something new and it was fun

Don't mind if we never gonna do it again

cuz I'll never forget those things



kudos to y'all

Something what you think, Isn't something that you've seen

Back again blog
yea just wanna told you
like the title,everybody always do a snap judgement for all the people that they know
but what they're see just a piece of somebody life
you can't  judge the people by what they do
"Don't judge the book from the cover"
that's what somebody told me for a long time
"What you drive is what you are, what you eat is what you are, and bla bla blast"
anybody doin something for a reason
you thought I'm a good person, but surely not
I am what I am this whole time you were wrong
You thought that I was this whole thing that I'm not
How jealousy has gotten into you
you thought I had a nice life when I home?
you totally wrong

yeah just share a little secret, now I'm done it all alone

well

bye folks

Something Weird That Couldn't Be Seen

Wah lama ngga nulis nih
dalam beberapa hari ini bakal sibuk, dan sebentar lagi saatnya pergi lagi
ada sebuah pernyataan yang menarik yang akan saya bahas nanti malam buat selengkapnya
mungkin saya sebutkan saja dulu pernyataan tersebut
"Kadang Kenyataan tak Selalu Seperti Kelihatannya"
nah apa yang bakal saya ceritakan?
just wait and see