Kind of A Sad Story

The reason why people calling me so "arrogant" that truely I'm not

Take that time by yourself to get to know yourself and rediscover what makes you shine. Don’t surrender yourself to waiting, and don’t stay isolated for too long, because there’s a beautiful you the world is dying to meet. 



bye


Choa Margera

"Good Things" to "Carry Out"

Hold up dude

gak kerasa udah 2014 yah, dari 2 bulan yang lalu uda di panggilin terus sama 2014
jadi apa aja yang uda dilewatin? banyak ya?
mau gak ceritain yang happening di 2013?
gw cerita dulu deh

Diluar mitosnya sebagai tahun yang memuat angka sial namun yang terjadi justru sebaliknya
ya meski masih ada sih sialnya, kerasa "pait" dikitlah, gapapalah, buat pelajaran biar gak keulang di 2014

yah sekedar flashback aja

dulu bertarung sendiri sekarang bertarung bersama (lagi)
tapi tetep bawa label sendiri sih

hahaha

keasikan 2013 adalah, bisa aktif lagi ngegigs sana sini
dan tau apa? meet a lots of legend!

bahas satu-satu deh, jangan berebut, gak baik

pertama dari yg paling awal, yaiyalah pertama jelas yg paling awal

gw highlights show yg belum gw entri di 2013

Tawaran dateng katanya di suruh manggung akustikan, yaudah di turutin aja

jadi pas itu ceritanya nganggur-nganggur jalan ke gedung P di kamus ketemu dan di tanyain, "kamu anak band to?"
ya jelas bukanlah, saya promotor sekaligus personil yg aktif di bidang musik, semacam freelance gitu
kalo anak band itu pengertian di kepala masih SMA, ngeband asal keluar suara, suara kenceng, musik kenceng, teriak bentak-bentakin penonton, trus ngakunya anak hatkor-hatkor gitu

sebenernya saya sebagai promotor yg baik saya sebenarnya mau merekomendasikan Poky Foxy, entah karena kurangnya pulsa sehingga miss comunication dan yg di lobby pun beda band, karena yg melakukan negosiasi bukan saya sehingga dia memutuskan melahirkan band baru.

nah, lahirlah Athazagoraphobia Effect, dengan line up: @AngelitaGio @Ang_gaTusan @mahardikaapp @junkisspoo_q @pkfydochi
karena posisinya gonta-ganti jadi gak usa di jelasin detail, langsung aja nonton ntar (kalo diundang lagi)

oh iya, here's come the pics, because no pic is hoax
Pic by : @andreaslapian

Oke lanjut ya, kita timejump ke klimaxxx,

menurut gw sendiri ini adalah klimaxxx yang bagus, karena apa?

Poky Foxy (@PokyFoxy) menjadi opening band dari 3 acara besar yg dirangkum dalam 1 event!

we ou we be ge te

berikut daftar acara dalam event tsb 

"BLACK MASS 13" (Monumen Kapal Selam)

"What About Tour 2013" Sweet As Revenge (@sweetasrevenge) & Divide (@DIVIDEjkt)
"Java Rock On Tour" Tomato Pumpkins (@TomatoPumpkins), Morbid (@MORBID_HMHC), Last Kiss From Avelin (@LKFAofficial), & ISYLLAKISS (@ISYLAKISSmusic)

Balik lagi, because no pic is hoax, gere goes the pic

pic by : @toniTNTF @DonieVj

Still the same night

"Qzoot" Sweet As Revenge X "Dochi" Poky Foxy

"Abong" Last Kiss From Avelin X "Dochi" Poky Foxy

"Olive" ISYLLAKISS X "Dochi" Poky Foxy

Tomato Pumpkins

It's an honour to share stage with ya'll guys!

Oke tadi itu sudah gulanya, sekarang racunnya ya

selang 1 minggu dari acara tsb, ada sebuah acara lagi yg menurut saya gagal banget lah
ini no offense lho, cuma share aja apa kurangnya panitia

pertama, microphone yg mati itu gak lebih asik daripada sound monitor yang mati, like what I said before, uncool bro!
bayangin lo teriak-teriak fan suara gak keluar, keluar terakhiran kirain sound monitor mati, eh mati beneran dan suara micnya kecil banget juga.
yah mungkin itu sepenggal kisah pait 2013 yg harus gak terulang

but at least we've got some (blurry) pic

Pic by : @toniTNTF

https://twitter.com/pkfydochi/status/417196400082817025

https://twitter.com/pkfydochi/status/417112654004506624

the pic is too small to upload, just take a peek on my twitter



udah ya kelar acara paitnya butuh penyegaran, dan nyelonong ke backstage Indie cloth pun hal yg tak mustahil, sehingga bisa ketemu dan sharing dengan Billfold (@Billfoldx)

"Dochi" Poky Foxy X "Gania" Billfold

yah mungkin segitu dulu aja cerita highlightsnya, sebenernya masih mau sharing tapi entah kenapa banyak foto yg susah di upload

jus wait for next update, my own last project, doing some EMP music

"Band besar pun pasti pernah sepi saat diatas panggung, karena sebelum besar adalah kecil"

@pkfydochi



bye!

see ya!

Kisah di Balik "Date Night"

Halo adek-adek

mau ngejelasin nih lagu Date Night yang merupakan pengalaman yang ada dalam bayang-bayang mimpi

jadi lagu ini merupakan pencurahan, ciah pencurahan, pokoknya dalem dan sedikit nakal dah artinya.

pernah gak ngerasain gugup ketika mau ngedate lagi sama mantan? kaya mau balikan gitu.. nah lagu ini tentang itu (:


Date Night (21+)

I wear this shirt like you know when
can't believe it's date night all over again

gue make baju yang waktu itu pernah gue pake sebelumnya, gak nyangka sekarang bisa jalan bareng lagi

soaked my body with a nice bath foam
just in case tonight we get some

habis mandi dan sabunan biar badannya wangi,
siapa tau malem ini kita bercinta :p

do you know what keeps me waiting?
(i just can't resist your eyes)
do you know what keeps me wanting more
(your eyes, and your touch, and your perfect smile)

tau gak apa yang bikin gue nunggu-nunggu? gue gak pernah bisa tahan sama tatapan mata lo
tau gak apa yang bikin gue selalu minta lebih? tatap mata lo, sentuhan lo, dan senyum lo yang sempurna (aih #sedhap!)

i'm just a man and not a knight when there is nothing left to fight
i'm just a man and not a knight don't wanna sleep alone tonight

gue cuma cowok biasa dan gak gagah kalo gak ada lagi yang bisa diperjuangin
gue cuma cowok biasa dan gak gagah dan gak pengen tidur sendiri malem ini

watching cars go by sitting by the porch
wishing one of them was yours
and when you feel the room's too cold
just dim the lights and i'm all yours

ngeliatin mobil lewat di jalanan dan berharap lo turun dari salah satu mobil itu
dan kalo lo ngerasa ruangannya terlalu dingin, matiin aja lampunya dan gue milik lo sepenuhnya

one day dear you'll understand
it's not the sleep that keeps me dreaming
it's always you that keeps me dreaming

suatu hari lo bakal ngerti, bukan tidur yang bikin gue terus bermimpi, tapi elo

paham? makanya balikan yuk?

:p

hahahaha izzzok ae!

maaf lagunya terlalu dewasa ya hehe

gapapa lagi, kan uda pada gede, uda bisa kog denger lagunya

Oh iya, kenalan dulu yuk, ini namanya, Double Depresso

penjelasan siapa mereka akan ada di postingan berikutnya, tunggu aja key?

try to hear their song by clickin the link below this pic

https://soundcloud.com/choamargera/double-depresso-date-night

Cherry On The Top Of Ice Cream

Hey it's me again

so whats up?

I've been through a lot this time

why the title so yummy?

cuz I just had a yummy weekend, and you know, cherry on the top of ice cream
is always bitten first

and as fast as that my weekend spended
last days I was visiting my friend outside the town, but I can't met him cuz "limit of the time"
I got an exam on monday, I'm back in sunday at 5pm, you know I went there at friday?
and watch Bring Me The Horizon on monday too!

how's that sound?
hahahaha
what a fast weekend huh? yeah what a cunt
but at least I end-joy (baca : n-joiy) this weekend hahaha
I do a lot of stuff in there, hit the stage, meeting for next project, made a lot of fun,
wearing underwear, and don't get to sweaty, so I don't need to take a bath tomorrow

I come again with many stories, but this blog always doin some error reports

maybe I posted the rest later

bye

suit yourself,


oh, and here's a pic by @danivanivaa

Here comes Bring Me The Horizon at Bali

New Comer, New Wave, and New Party

Halo lagi, punya waktu gak?
mau cerita nih, jadi gini, sekarang kan jauh-jauhan
nggak bukan cerita itu ah, jangan










bentar









oke, tadi habis dari toilet







gini, beberapa bulan yang lalu ceritanya maen-maen ke bali sama anak-anak Non-Sense Jakarta (ga ada twitter),

nah pas maen sebenernya bawa SLR, namun entah kenapa
sang kameramen dengan bego, bawa batrai yg uda soak, dan gak bawa charger lagi
jadi repot banget deh pas manggung fotonya cuma pake  HP padahal kalungan SLR
jadi kek anak alay gitu.

setelah kejadian itu kami pun berpencar dan vakum sementara melanjutkan yg namanya pendidikan
di SDA maennya sama anak-anak Undercover Management (@UNDERCOVR_MGMN)
nah di situ ketemulah sama Toni (@toniTNTF) dia music coordinator dari Poky Foxy (@PokyFoxy) 
yang beranggotakan : Iman (@ImmanPKFY) Pande (@PandeJohan) Nanda (@chaysarnanda) Deddy (@antoinededdy) Iman (@moch_imannn)
jadi nganggur-nganggur pas lagi ngupil bareng gitu, sambil duduk pake celana, si toni ngajakin untuk join bareng, di suruh jadi pemanis yang keras, yaitu scream vocal, entah kenapa mereka pada enjoy sama screaman yang sedikit mellow, mungkin karena genre mereka yang gak terlalu keras/hard,
ya, benar sekali, mereka easycore
singkat kata kita pun maju meski sendirinya belom hafal liriknya, tapi sekarang sudah lho hahaha
maen lah kita di CI-Walk, dan tanpa warming up yg membuat screamnya kacau pada awalnya, tapi semakin mengalir semakin enjoy lah
sebenernya belom capek ngetik cuma ceritanya habis maen, makan bakso trus pulang deh
jadi ya gimana lagi, tulisannya sampe sini dulu
kalo masi gak puas ya uda deh di tambahin terserah mau baca apa nggak
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gak enak kan bacanya? makanya gak usa di paksain, kalo udah yaudah, 
ntar malah bertengkar trus gak jadi temen lagi lho, repot kan hahaha
eh iya ini ada videonya

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y0XMqG9mx1s




 

bye



Choa Margera

It's work again

hey there
hello again, I'm start to write in this blog again
so, what's happends?
shit happends, a lot of, always
i've got my room in renovation for the next better knurd studio
and i've bored writing in english

yah biar gampang aja pake bahasa indo aja ya
ehmm.. mulai dari mana ya?
oh iya, sekarang lagi ngekos, sebenernya gak bisa di bilang kos sih
semacam ngontrak tanpa perencanaan
jadi bareng temen-temen, ngekos masal lah
sekarang sibuk kerja jadi soundman event, jadi tiap keliling selalu ada di backstage
ngapain? ya mixing soundlah ya
I earn a good salary from it, yeah I think that's enough to pay the rent and living
eh tentang band?
uda gak sama HC, bukan berkhianat, cuma mau memajukan band dengan cara sendiri
sekarang mau majuin band easycore, namanya Poky Foxy

masih suka bikin-bikin lagu aja sih, sama coverin lagu yang enak-enak
cuma intensitasnya gak bisa sering, how to manage the time
it's the matter

cukup lah sampe sini, nanti beberapa waktu ke depan mau tulis-tulis lagi, entah itu tentang kamu ato kamu ato mereka
bingung ya? salah sendiri gak kuliah

Tears are the words

I've learnt every thing aout my past, the one that I most remember is this title

I have no idea when look someone in tears

but somehow, something inside of me told me that, it's a sad feeling

yea that's cause tears, and when it's leakin out, I start to think

why they do that such as thing like that?

although it wasn't finish their problem

but that's a humanity, they won't cry just because a sad, but they do when the happiness come

and that's the whorst thing is, I just know it

When she come and cry beside me, I thought it was mistake,

I hate when I saw it, and I don't know what should I do when it happen

I just try to stop it, but that's the wrong thing, I shouldn't make it stop

but let it out till she feel alright, cuz she feel comfort when do that around me

that's the humanity, maybe I need to get used to humanity to feel those thing like that

I haven't got any tears, since few months ago, or since she was gone haha

now I realize, tears are the words that the heart can ever say

I learnt a very good lesson from it, if I can go back and fix all of it

but it's too late, now we're to far away, love that tear us apart

well judge me such as a baby? it's fine

I'm an emo, but I'm a dork too

go ahead, judge me with all of your fu*cking opinion that I'm not asking for

and see if I care

great, just perfect