A Glimpse from the Past

have you ever felt two mutually opposite thought argues?
thats what happen to me, fist I thing I thought, I've got a disorder,
yes, bipolar disorder, but soon I find out, it's not.
and yet it happen when I overthink of you
well this is the story

Sid Vicious       :  How could you get a girl like her? did you trick her?

Choa Margera   :  No, it wasn't, I just loved her

Sid Vicious       :  Well damn you lucky-kid

Choa Margera   :  No, it isn't lucky, it's what I fight for, wrong again bub

Sid Vicious       :  so, how's that worked? you even didn't outsmart her? what are you

Choa Margera   :  maybe things will worked out with a word happy

Sid Vicious       :  by the word happy, that's you mean?

Choa Margera   :  yea, she feel comfort, and to let her sadness end, and make her laugh

Sid Vicious       :  so you comes up with jokes and those funny things?

Choa Margera   :  yup, some thing like that I guess

Sid Vicious       :  maybe you're right, happiness is a good thing to carry on

Choa Margera   :  no, happiness's just a state of mind, i'm afraid she just hide her bad feeling on me

Sid Vicious       :  no, I see you, she's kind, nice girl, she's understand you

Choa Margera   :  I know that she's shame on me, I'm not the smartest kid in the class, unpopular,  teacher fugitive, maybe she hate me even when we were together

Sid Vicious       :  she understand about your habits, and she doesn't care, besides you really make her happy, you make her laugh

Choa Margera   :  well, what if one day she's stop laughing?

Sid Vicious       :  ...

Choa Margera   :  what if one day she gets bored with me on everything?

Sid Vicious       :  ...

Choa Margera   :  I just, don't want to hurt her heart

Sid Vicious       :  maybe it's just you don't wanna get hurt (?)

Choa Margera   :  both i guess..