Something On My Mind

It's another late night with confusing and mindblowing again
I just don't understand, why the earth stood still if the human don't wanna keep it?
that's not the truth, the truth is there's someone that always care about
just like me, I do care on everysingleone of little things
I never bother to something that try to involve me

"don't get attached to something, you should learn to let it go"
I dunno whatisitabout but it goes right
If you attached to something than you'll hard to forget it
and it goes to the conclusion
"Takkan pernah bisa, kumelupakan, yang tak terlupakan"

yeah everybody done that, but almost everybody
"If you want it to so you will get into it"
that's about make your dream come true
all the things that you've said, and you've done
just remember that I've done even the worst from what you've done
so just wanna say sorry for make you turn up from your ways

"when in desperate, second chance feels like the last chance"
I don't wanna talk about it, cuz I never had a chance for the last time
No, I'm trying on it, but it doesn't gave me the chance
what should I do? waiting for last chance without knowing if there's still another chance for me?
guess what? YES! I'm waiting for it, I dunno why but I can't tired of waiting for you

I kinda good for waiting something or anything
while ignoring all those things beside me and keep focus on what I'm waiting for
but I don't think about "how it could be? is this really work?"
No, I'll try to get myself busy on a thing
yeah, that keeps me away to think about you, and make my life goes on
but it still don't work sometimes

"you better comeback if you running"
that's what I'm thinking about, always
cuz I've got nothing to lose and I've got nothing that precious
I know it's wrong from the start, you never really with me anyway
with hope is starting over and crying every night in my over-sleep
I'm always thinking on it that someday, somehow, or sometimes, you turning back, I always ready on it

in this dome that I called home, I never get along with any of this family except my sister
I dunno why, maybe they hate me, or I'm just a big problem for them
but here it goes, I've got to get my life goes on
that's why I need someone that always care enough for me everywhere, everytime, everyday, and everynight
to get off from this feeling in this family, that's the right thing that you don't know

"thank you for playing around, game over"
that's what you gonna say to me, yeah I dig that
I deserve it, for a long time, the last time I've ever get a punch like this is a long time ago
I still can wake up and waiting for another punch from you to give in
"God thought me to never give in" but it goes really hard
I'm trying to chill but you hot so I'm melted
"If you find out your own diamonds, try to show it even it's not bright"
yea that's the right thing, showing it up not just hiding it and save it to use it tomorrow.

I know you hate me now, I know you've just found what you're looking for
you unfollow me in every social media, you won't leave a trace, and disappear and gone from my life
I know that, I realize it, cuz you deserve someone that better than me
when I said "see you later" is different with "good bye"
it doesn't means to letting you go, but it's letting you out with your own happiness
and waiting to get it comeback by herself

"Kebahagiaan itu tidak ada tanggal kadaluarsa, tapi tanggal pembuatannya yang harus diketahui, meskipun dibuat lagi setelah kadaluarsa"


See you later (:

#hernamehere

Choa Margera