Indigo Kid

I know that this time I'm an Indigo
it's like a weird ability to predict what's gonna happen
then I now it's now happen, it's over now
nothings left for me,
yeah still try to cold out and chill,
I try to make you understand what's wrong and what to fix, but what?
you're not gonna fix it right, cuz you're never really with me anyway
now my own through the day
and I'll look for the meaning of life
disappear, move, crawl, sink..
Well there in a beautiful place
because I'm sure she'll be happy
smiling, laughing, and look perfect
 go on, get your friends as a back up
why I won't told you everything, cuz you never thrust me in anything
is it right? absolutely, you understanding me? care about me? not a lot
why?, back to the first conclusion you never really with me anyway
You’ve tried your best, I appreciate that, Let your heart move on
now it's all died in vein, what I dedicated to you, you not appreciate on it, and now it's definitely just a junk
I don't know if we can be friends anymore
I'm afraid I can't be a good friends for you, this traumatic keeps blowing me of the reef
I choose the dark side where I can feel pain and less,
maybe I'm your worst enemy, but love me or hate me, is the same me that you'll find
need a long time to rebuild myself again
just wanted you know the worst thing of this all, you are the best I had so far