Let's Talk About Feelings

Hey, It goes by another reason, it may fill up in my mind
I should be gone far away and never gonna back
those things is getting clear that you choose your friends & left just left me by the time
It just like playing a puzzle in my heart
when I choose the type of the puzzle, then started to build it up, but when I started to know the picture on it, The other piece is falling down when I try to fit another piece, The other piece is falling down over and over again so then I try so hard and make it fit in the place, then the other was falling down again, I started to collect all the puzzle and started to place it in the right place but it goes again, yea the other piece is falling down again should I give up, I don't know why the pieces is gone one by one maybe those puzzle it's to hard for me to build up? Or I'm not in the age to build up those puzzle maybe I started to regret it why those puzzle is letting those pieces goes falling down
I know it's hard, but I'll try to chill out and take a deep breath
I know that you're bored of me, I know you hate me, I know that I always wrong to threat you Maybe I'm searching the point to turnback, but that's to hard to find, you may choose it, with your friends, cuz I like to see you happy with the other better than sad with me just don't care of me,
I know you wouldn't care a lot on me again, but that's you should care of your friends maybe I start to walk alone This time, and keep my foot on the ground and stay awake for a few days