No More Turnback Point

I'm not in the well condition, I already sick in this first month,
but I think it out so it not became a mistake
I think a saw a light, a way out, I kinda happy on it
even there's a little shinny light, I think, I should chase it
but in time when I see the lights, it's getting dark, but I still after it
I'm never let you down again, I think it all again and decided to build it up,
but why you just dump me and don't bother me?
I'm make you very disappointed?
you look in your ways and think with that,
don't you know I've got another problem? yes you've another too
but I'm in your position in a last days
but I need time to think it out that I should go on, but you closed it
you burn it and it became an ash that buried on the ground
why you can't let me in? I was told you that I try to keep on
why I'm doing this?
there's another reason for me why I keep doing this
I don't want let you go
I know those things that what I've done it's so fuckin suck
but I can fix it, it would be better, just thrust me
you can't thrust your friends but you can't thrust me?
gimme a chance, there's still another way to make this again
are you shy when you should told to your friends that you're not single anymore
and your friend will judge you with their words? why you don't want it? yes that's it, you're ego is higher than your hearts
don't let it filling your heart, I try to lowing down my ego, but why you still keep your ego up?
I won't let you down