Lost the Way, Just Stop and Wait

Seems I'm gonna meet up again in this intersection
when I choose the right way, it goes back to the past
and the other one is just same, it bring me back to the past
so the way I'm gonna choosing is just playback my past
but with or without a mistake that I've done
maybe this past is good, but I'm starting to think over again,
hey those past is always good too, so where's gonna be?

I've got this unspirited life in here
there's nothing in my future, there all dies in the past
the only exception for me
is just stop and waiting for a long
long

long

long

long 

long

time to get up and start running again

but that's not the point
I'm already wake up at all
but I'm just trapped in this intersection who drive me crazy

then I try to take a peek on the left side
I see there's something blocking on in the end of this street
it's a big wall with a big words that's said "HATE"
I started to think it out again,
if I choose this path, can I break in those big hate walls?
I know that she's hate me now, but she's keep telling me to come back
but I realize that the wall is wasn't strong enough to stop me
maybe I can break it up, but is there any walls again behind the walls?

and then I try to take a peek on the other side
it's just the same thing did on this path
there's a big wall with a big words that's said "EGO"
If I choose this path, it will lead to fight against her ego
well maybe I'm just lose again if I do that
I'm just a kid and not a knight, 
yea when there's nothing left to fight
and I realize that she was dumping me already
so I guess the wall is still thick enough but it's got a window through it
so I can watch it from the long distance

the way I'm gonna choosing is nothing
maybe I should stop the engine
and fix up this "car" until it right
then maybe I started it again
I just don't get the sign, so maybe I'm gonna park in this side of the center intersection
and try to fix it up by myself or wait the walls going down

sometimes is better in the dark side
so you can hide and started to think about your fault
and try to learn it and fix it in the future
then when you started to fix it then you'll need the bright side
the bright side brings you hope and future
but remember, "
"sometimes brights is blindingly, so you have to see beyond the lights" 

yeah that's enough for today

I'm gonna back in the dark side

bye



Choa Margera